This is a gift from myself to be hung in my brown bathroom upon drying. Sexually energized dramas…seduction vs. enlightenment…intense emotions swirling around me in great speed…desires of higher passions…my dreams are opening illusions or realities…futile attempts to control…ultimate failure to understand…opportunists fill their satisfactions in crude desire…pointless energy dissipates into nothing…no judgement…no loss…selfish isolated power…the correct path out of the negativity…to find love…lifting consciousness…light…just random thoughts…. (6×18 oil on linen; 1.5″ deep)
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The Story Triptych
14Aug08
Haunting The Heart
23Jul08This would be a good title for a painting…should of probably done one today…instead spent the day raising my vibrational energy to jumpstart my weekend in Stowe. I will not be painting for the rest of the week…tomorrow I will be setting up my exhibit at the Stowe Art Festival. I am in a strange place…not freaking out…sort of a calm complacency…letting things come to me…feeling like a magnet of good energy…who would of thought I would ever emit this powerful light…I like it…namaste.
The Offering
21Jul08
There is a rainbow out there…the sun broke through this afternoon rain…went outside in search of it…have seen my share of rainbows this year….pure beauty…last night wrote my one woman monologue…what it is like to be a 30 something divorced woman…with two kids…dating in Montgomery Center, Vermont…much to poke jokes at in this limited yet abundant place….oxymoron…you only understand if you live here…in the bath…where I do my strongest power-writing…snickering…I reread my work…the drops of sudsy smudged ink make it difficult to restring the thoughts back together…my personal gibberish writing has taken on a new tone…for the first time feel confident…like I am really writing from my voice…imagining my French arms flailing retlling my outlandish story…embellished with the usual Christine flair…the kind my inner circle rubs their bellies…laughing so hard it hurts…some funny stuff. I am reposting this…I added a subtle metallic gold…originally was going to make two paintings out of this…something tells me the juxtaposition adds to it…the offering…my gut says to frame it as one. Thank-you Universe for not abiding to my calls earlier in life…for the importance of the shift first…entering the collective vortex…thank - you for allowing me this shift in consciousness….I can’t tell you how freaking psyched I am. (22×26 watercolor, ink, and oil on paper)
Weeds By The River
30Jun08
My morning sketch…relaxed in my astute way…sipping coffee…kids playing on the trampoline in the background…this is how I disappear…away from the world of thoughts in my head…senses fail me…scribbling away…the prettiest weeds I ever did see…dreaming again by the river…like I always do…you just never know…just moments…amusing and (8×10 oil pastel)
Much Communication With Emotion
04Apr08
Random thoughts…”I am a man.” - MLK…hard to think this great man is dead…the king of love…have to get the new REM cd…saw their performance on Stephen Colbert…new sound is political and fabulous…lusting over new mitre table saw…have one corner of crown molding left to complete the front gallery room…can’t seem to get the angle cut quite right…thus determined to figure it out…sick of the bar scene…toying with the online dating thing…little tolerance to cipher through the multiple emails from strangers…a connection is made in a matter of minutes of conversation…in the name of love…but then what the fuck is love…so much of our intimate communication is through emotion…without words…sure the online thing is great way to meet new people…I have tried it…end up taking my profile down…after a day or two…sifting through the layers of dusty bullshit…telling the same fricking story…all I can do is stay focused on my art…summer festivals coming up…create larger versions of these nudes on big…no humongous sheets of drawing paper…experiment more with the sketchy look and feel…. (watercolor and graphite on paper)
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